I love to watch cartoons

I have been extremely lazy this weekend I watched Naruto Damn near as much as I could. I cant wait to help Gary put up his fence. I am a little worried that I will screw it up but what ever. I can do anything I want if I want to. I am kinda jealous of Gary because he has his own home and can work on it and do as he pleases. I want to be the one building a fence or remodeling in my spare time it would be easy and fun for me. The only thing I have to do now is play on my computer and that's about it. If I had something else to do it would help me stay in shape instead of sitting on the couch I could be digging fence holes or who knows what. Living in this preschool limbo is driving me nuts. Oh well this is just another test in my life "O" tests and I just need to press on and accomplish the next step in my life even though it sucks.

Well it feels like its allways monday

So. its Tuesday but it might as well be Monday nothing special. I really would like to have enough money to buy what I want when I want it. I am tired of rationalizing every purchase made. It really is demoralizing and we are not saving for a house any more or even considering it so why? We should start living your lives now and not wait for it to start. We need to live and have fun now because when we do finish school we just find another excuse to not live life its driving me crazy. If all I am going to do is try to catch up or jump the next hurdle I will quit. I want to have fun now and not complain about money or this and that I want to live with what is in my life now not what will or might be.

What the freak?

I started playing a new game its called...... World of warcraft! I cant stop thinking about it. I think it is driving my wife crazy. She did start her own account though she is trying to be a part of it. I am playing a Taruen Shaman its pretty fun. I got to go to my family reunion is was fun I only went for one day, but I feel like I was on vacation for weeks that's the power of Clear Lake. If you ever get a chance to see it you should its the most tranquil place on earth. I wish that I could go there alot more often it would not ruin a thing for me. I could live there.

Life

Well I am officially burned out I have gotten a promotion that sucks with no extra pay and a whole lot of extra work. I hate a whole lot of people I work with and there is nothing I can do about it. This one b-tch actually punched another coworker in the head glad it wasn't me I would have flipped. I wont hit a woman but I will shake the shit out of one. Just kidding. Kinda. Well I was all excited about getting my bike back and then I haven't ridden it yet its a shame. Any way I am bored so I am OUT!

Chiggie Check

Well I had fun last night I got slapped in the balls once. We started at the boneyard that is my favorite new bar in town. We really enjoy going out with friends and stuff, but it can get so expensive to go out to the clubs. Now I am sitting on the couch waiting to go to the fair that I really dont want to go to. If I had my choice I would just go riding all day long but I loves the angie. Well I am bored now so gotta go.

Another day

Sometimes my life kinda blends together. I did get my bike today from my grams house. I forgot how fun it is to ride I kinda scared myself. Damn my bike is fast if I want it to be just a flick and there I go. Some times it feels like it will throw me off the back. I haven't started the bike for close to a year and all I had to do is slide in a battery and push the start button amazing. I am glad I bought a bike with fuel injection I will never another anything if it doesn't have fuel injection. If you never rode a bike you should give it a try there is nothing more enjoyable it will make you smile no two ways about it. If your scared suck it up and give it a shot you wont be disappointed!

The Man!!!

Well the man has once again kept me down man. I just cant get a break doesn't society owe me something I am a veteran you know. My wife thank god is the sane one I would have jumped head first into home ownership. The damn banks i.e. "THE MAN" just wont meet the terms I need to make the loan work. It doesn't help that I am asking for the impossible all I want is a Zero down loan for $150,000 with monthly house note of $700 to $750 if the man could make that happen we would jump at the chance. Buuuuuut they cant so eff the effing effers they suck. Any how I am sick and at work you cant take sick days when your really sick that's stupid. Well less the a miracle happens and someone puts up the down payment for a house note the dream is lost.