I love to watch cartoons

I have been extremely lazy this weekend I watched Naruto Damn near as much as I could. I cant wait to help Gary put up his fence. I am a little worried that I will screw it up but what ever. I can do anything I want if I want to. I am kinda jealous of Gary because he has his own home and can work on it and do as he pleases. I want to be the one building a fence or remodeling in my spare time it would be easy and fun for me. The only thing I have to do now is play on my computer and that's about it. If I had something else to do it would help me stay in shape instead of sitting on the couch I could be digging fence holes or who knows what. Living in this preschool limbo is driving me nuts. Oh well this is just another test in my life "O" tests and I just need to press on and accomplish the next step in my life even though it sucks.

Well it feels like its allways monday

So. its Tuesday but it might as well be Monday nothing special. I really would like to have enough money to buy what I want when I want it. I am tired of rationalizing every purchase made. It really is demoralizing and we are not saving for a house any more or even considering it so why? We should start living your lives now and not wait for it to start. We need to live and have fun now because when we do finish school we just find another excuse to not live life its driving me crazy. If all I am going to do is try to catch up or jump the next hurdle I will quit. I want to have fun now and not complain about money or this and that I want to live with what is in my life now not what will or might be.